Another boring day. Altho its new years eve everything doesnt have to be perfect and its not go figure. Life is good except I was sorta being lectured by my moms friend about smoking and then she mad me jessica and sonya feel bad saying id apreciate it if you go for a walk but not smoke, but i didnt say you couldnt. She made me feel bad cuz i didnt want her to be mad at me. But anyways. Im over in love with John and its getting pretty bad and i would do anything to be with him. I would jump off a bridge and brake every bone in my body to be with him. And i dont see why he cant understand that. But im gonna go figure out how to put pictures on this thing ... n i STILL dont know how to do it